Archive for August 2023
Oh My!!!
Posted on: August 30, 2023
So, today is the 28th, the last time I saw my Doctor or as I like to call him “My Boyfriend” was the Monday 21st. I’m not going to say much, because I need to start from the beginning, so that I too can understand where all this passion, lust, feeling that I have never experienced before, is coming from. But I digress, coming back to Monday the 21th.
Oooooh my GAWD he look so handsome, I was having all kinds of feelings going through me. I wanted so much to feel his fingers touch me. Luckily for me I had a swollen foot for some reason and I brought it to his attention, oh my mmmmm he took my shoes off and started feeling my legs like doctors do to check for water etc. but he didn’t use gloves, and he pressed softly, then he ran his fingers up and down my leg because they too were a bit swollen, and he began feeling and pressing all the way up to past my knees and I was going to die, his fingers are so soft oh my! I was in heaven and I dont even know if he noticed, what do you guys think?
We were on that consultation for more than an hour because after all that then came the annual physical, which is most likely a whole chapter. It was so hot, in every way, but sad too because I realized if I was ever to fall in love again (which I’m NOT) he would be it, he is not my physical type, but he has awaken something in me I have NEVER, EVER felt for no other man, not even the man who started me blogging as an emotional outlet who i loved deeeeeeply as you all know.
Anyway, this is just a lil jotting down while I wait for my x-ray appointment.
More to come 
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Hello my loving friends; yes it has been a looooooong while. It seems like everything i went through with my so called “Imposible Love” happend to another person. That is why no matter how hard things get for me i always remeber that famous phrase “This too shall Pass” that gave me the strength to survive the moment and reminded me, I was going to come out on the other side, that the pain for a man that could never love me the way i loved him would not come to be, only becasuse he belonged to his wife and children. Did he love me. I beleive he did, otherwise why did we stay together (through my rollercoaster of love) for SEVEN years. Your welcome Jes. I pretty much saved their marriage if you come to think because; I provided the emotional feeling he must have been needing, but at the same time there was never a risk of losing her husband as i would NEVER do that, so at the end of the day i kept him at bay and protected his home and family life. Yes, yes, that sound like a lot of crap, how can i justify my somewhat seven years relationship, Love, dadada as being the reason their marrigae is still strong. Well lets think about it for a moment, hmm, odviously the man was missing some attention, emotional connection, the feeling of mattering to a women, of making a women lust and love him. Well all that a 28 year old handsome man found in a 44 year old virgin (yes i know), and that saved his marriage. If he would of found it in a younger version, a woman looking to steal him away from his wife and family, yeah he would have broken his happy home.
So anyway, LOL enough of that. I came back to say hello to all and let you know im starting a new blog which i hope to turn into a book. It will be about my incredible, love, lust and desire for one of my Doctors, and how our visit turns into a cat and mouse chase (mostly me tryimg to seduce him LOL) for an hour, and sometime hour and a half consultation full of hints and touches. Of course no names, and lucklly you do not know who i really am :O)
ONCE THE BLOG IS UP AND RUNNING I WILL PASTE THE LINK HERE.
DISCLAIMER: No one is being hurt, cohearsed or has anyone crossed the line in no way. :0)
Sorry for typos no time to proof read :0(
Words of a Heart In Love 
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